so happy.. happy happy joy joy song!!! hahah i remember that from the old show "ren and stimpy" STIMMPPY YOU IIIIIDDDIOT! .. k sorry.. sidetracked..

so it's july 2nd.. dude... where the heck has summer gone?!? in just under two months i'll be back in the mo-town of montreal to giv'r for my third year, and i have a feeling it's going to be a good one! oh and thanks hiran for the pep talk yesterday HAHAHA!! and getting stuck on the roof was good times, and i still think i could have made that jump into the pool by the way! 

Life is so good right now.. i'm just soaking up every minute of it. my friends are super awesome people that i have the greatest of times with, soccer is the love of my life and i tend to express my undenying love for it when i have had a couple of drinks, i like my job and i hope they like me there too even though my work relationship with the demon lawnmowers have not improved,  it's sunny and hot almost every day "whoa did u see the sky today talk about blue!" and last and definitly not least, i met SUCH A cute sweet awesome guy! hehehe! makes me smile soooooo much! and that's number one in my books for sure.

and so the crazy antics that consume my life have kept me busy. now and then i actually get time for sleep. right now i just can't help but think about shopping...which is strange because that doesn't happen very often.. usually for the most part, i have three different times in the year when i shop and that's on my birthday, christmas, and right before i go back to school...but now.. i guess i am becoming the girly girl that my mom always wanted me to become since she tried to force me into ballet and figure skating when i was 4.. but i showed her who's boss when i had to be in a stroller during my ballet recitel because i had cast from the tip of my toes to my hip because i broke my leg wrestling with my older brothers...muahahaha! but ya  i want some new clothes.. and i need a new bathing suit... (cue the scary music...i'm slowly trying to build my self-esteem up for that particular shopping experience so trying on bathing suits won't be as traumatic) butttt ya i think the fashion conscious frenchies have started to rub off on me.. but i definitly won't be turning in my "american eagle sweatshirt and jeans look" anytime soon. sooooo comfy!

but now it's time im going to go all oprah on your asses because i have been thinking about this a lot. things have started to fall into place for me. it's just such a breath of fresh air when i look back on everything that i have been through, and with the help, love and support of all the people that i hold dear to my heart, i have been able to beat this thing and come out alive and kicking. i am just so thankful to everyone, and words will never be able to express my level of gratitude and sincerity. just know that if i ever win the lottery you all are coming to disney world. and don't poo poo disney world dudes, it seriously is the happiest place on earth and there is something for  everyone to enjoy!!! trust me!!! me and mickey are like thiiiiiiiiiisssss!! and just know that during your life when times are low, and you are in a place where you think that things can't get any worse AND THEN THEY DO, they will always get better. keep your childish enthusiasm, always be able to laugh, and hold your dreams and ambitions close to your heart to guide you through life. that's all i gotta say.. well i could say more,, but im trying to cut back. ben and jonathon made a bet with me that i would not be able to keep quiet for more than 5 minutes.. damn did i lose that bet, BUT SERIOUSLY it's because i forgot we made it so stop making fun! i do have my moments where im quiet people!!!! im a really shy person... reallllyy!!! i used to run away from the phone when i was little because i was too shy to pick it up when it rang! true story people!! but ya.. ok im done!

keep smiling!!!